10 Official Days of Realistic Intentionality!

 Wow, it's already been 10 days since launching. And even more than that, 45 days since the blog and platforms were created. 

There is the common rule that 21 days makes a habit and 90 days makes a lifestyle. So, I am past it being habitual and halfway to fully living a content creator's lifestyle. 

I have learned so much in this time. I've learned small, tedious details of content creation to massive realisations of my own capacity and self-worth. I've interviewed people with no following and had meetings with successful entrepreneurs. I've received love and support from complete strangers and watched people who claimed to love me not even follow a single page. I've worked while I felt on top of the world and when I've been sick and can barely move.

There is still a long journey before I can even hope to make money from this. Only one account has surpassed the 100 marker and it is becoming apparent that long form content, the content I am the best at, has a harder time taking off compared to short form. 

My own partner hasn't listened to the podcast while people I barely know binge watched all of them. There are clips I can't stop watching and then there's one's I wish I didn't have to post. I look at myself in awe of my beauty one moment and in another fear that I am not attractive enough to be a face of a platform.

I've met and talked to more people in these 45 days than I have in years and yet, I feel lonelier than ever. I have done more work for this platform than any project before but have received the least amount of success. I am more fulfilled and full of hope while also feeling so full of fear and anxiousness.

Change does that, it shines a light on things hidden away or not yet encountered. 

Today is a celebration with an understanding that the journey is not meant to be a pleasant, easy path. The hardest part, building everything from the ground up, the thick of the work and worries, is here. Its now. But, I did it for 45 days through rain or shine, sickness or health... and I can do it again. 

Here's to ten days post launch, 3.2K views and 44 hours watched on YouTube, 6K views and 143 followers on TikTok, 13.4K profile views and 616 interactions on Instagram, and occasional visits on my blog, Facebook, and twitter.

So, if you're reading this, you are truly a real one and you are the person I am doing this all for.

Seriously, thank you for being here.

- Dani 💚💙