Everything is here and I am present.
Today, the first podcast was uploaded to Spotify marking the final platform to have content.
In this silent prelaunch I feel humbled, grateful, delusional, inspired, and excited for what is to come.
I have created paintings, multi-million view tiktoks, short lived YouTube videos, graphic designs all over cities, teenage tumblrs, a micro-budget film, poetry, screenplays, ghost writings, and DOZENS of social media pages. All being beautiful, passing experiences that taught me who I am as an artist and the highs & lows of artistry.
I’ve only made 4 figures from my art all together. And that is okay. But my god, how beautiful it would be for that number to grow.
I am nearing 29 with a son who deserves a mother who accomplished her dreams while being a full time, active and present mother to him.
I want to help people. I want to help my son. I want to help myself.
I dream to make a living and my dream life by inspiring people to do the same. No paywalls, no over-priced courses, just inspiration, motivation, and a few laughs along the way.
As I post on these platforms to strangers, seeing numbers crawl towards my mission, I am reminded of my past projects. Each with delusional daydreams of the life am still striving for. It feels easy to succumb to the assumption of failure. I can tell myself I am still at the starting line after 14 years. But, I won’t and I am not.
I will do this until the life my son and I deserves is here. I’m open to a winding path with plot twists and obstacles. I will not demand it my way but flow with it as always, however, I will not compromise that I will do it while helping people and being good for the world.
January 1st, I will post my links to all my loved ones, my family and my adversaries who have seen countless links before. And I will do it knowing that this time will be the last time they click them with doubt.
I believe in myself and I believe in the power of helping people with Realistic Intentionality.
- Dani
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